- Alternate Clairvoyance -

Getting Myself Killed

2009-04-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

Counting down on assignment deadline - around 24 hours left.

Precis

Analysis - 5% done

Script - 0% done

Actual - 0%

And here I am, blogging and web-surfing.

I'm so gonna get myself killed.

XD

~I'm so screwed~

Finally Back, Alive.

2009-04-18T03:41:00.000-07:00

Finally decided to clean off the spiderwebs entangling the corners of my blog.
It's been so bloody long since I'd last posted, probably because I don't feel the motivation to blog, or just simply being lazy...
There's a gazillion things that'd happen over all the time I was gone from my blog, which some of them almost ruined the effort I'd given in for years for my life.
Sometimes I have a adrenaline rush that makes me go insane, or a sudden realization, and thus come the question, "what the hell had I done, all the time?"
Seriously, it's bloody true that sometimes one cannot understand or fathom what he/she has been doing until being told by the others, which are on the sideline, watching everything that have been unfold by the person that they are keeping an eye on.
Maybe i should keep myself in check, after all. Should constantly do a diagnostic on my own actions or speech before it causes more damage, or transcend the whole situation into a nightmare.

Sigh.

I'm hopeless... am I?

Here I go again. Mindless Rant.

Guess I really need to keep tabs on my own actions.

Life in a new place (new home, new college, new environment) has been a little bit eventful, although there are some undesired events... though the lessons had been learned.
Bloody Hell! I was told by the FengShui Guru that my luck this year is not gonna be good, or more precisely, all the effort that I'm putting in would be wasted for no good. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I can't reap what I sow? Now if that's not bad enough, my darling car (Kelisa-chan) had been 'bestowed' with bad luck, and has been met with accidents and problems. Although none of those have a huge impact over the vehicle's overall intergrity or my personal health, it'd cost a fortune on my parents, whom are the ones forking out all the repair cost. I'm not much lucky too, facing their constant nagging and lecturing on this particular issue.

Sheeeeeesh!

Is there no peace for me in the year of cow?

-_-

Watever.

I better stop typing before i go on and rant on every little thing that had happen!

*Bows out*

Moving On Site

2008-12-30T08:57:00.000-08:00

Had been rather busy lately, meh.

Or should say that I'm lazy.

Can't find any urge to blog.

Shifting in to a new house...

Ahhh... gotta love the new place.

Will update on it. Stay Tuned.

Holidays

2008-12-09T11:35:00.001-08:00

It's the Winter Season now. Also the Holiday and Shopping Season.

Yes Shopping I did, but it surely doesn't feels like holiday.

If it is, why am I running around like an idiot?

Someone please tell me why!!!

Ah crap... WTH.

*DIES*

Madagascar 2

2008-11-17T23:35:00.000-08:00

"I like to move it move it,
He likes to move it move it,
She likes to move it move it,
We like to - MOVE IT!"

*Spoilers Alert!*

It's a nice movie to begin with.
The penguins are bloody hilarious since the very beginning of the movie.
It was even better than the previous one.
It makes me laugh out from my heart...
Something that which I'd lost of, and yearn for,
then I wonder what's been wrong with me.
Probably my mask have been put on my face for a time too long...
and it makes me unable to truly smile from my heart again.

The mask on all our face,
it helps conceal our dark secrets,
but when it roots deep in,
we went lost and loss ourselves.

*Heck, this is supposed to be a movie review lol.*

Freedom

2008-11-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

I want some freedom.
I want some time.
I want some space.
I want some air.

I'm sick of all the chores.
I'm sick of all the routines.
I'm sick of all the yellings.
I'm sick of all the buggers.

I wanna feel free.
I wanna run around.
I wanna eat everything.
I wanna go sleep.

I need some time.
I need some space.
I need some air.
I need some freedom!

Unknown

2008-11-12T04:07:00.001-08:00

Since the beginning of time,
there's always a wonder playing in the mind,
bringing forth the thought,
of that of the unknown future.

What await us in the future?
None can tell,
as none could predict,
what would be the future.

Future awaits us,
as it would be bright,
or it would be dark,
and it all depends.

Now future awaits,
as we walk into it,
and that we had walked,
had become history.

Escapade

2008-11-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

Sometimes there just a rush within me...
And it makes me feels like running away,
from all that surrounds me,
to a place that no one knows me,
and no one would care of what I do.

Sometimes the stress we have in our life,
is just too much for us to bear,
as it suffocates us,
trying to let us acknowledge it existence...
Oh Stress... Why do thy sting?

What is our true purpose of us?
What are we born for?
What good are we, in this world?
Is there sense in what we are doing now?
The questions remain...

Sometimes, I just want to escape,
escape from responsibility, burden, stress, everything.
Yet when alone, thoughts come...
and haunt me again,
"Why... am I here?"