Saturday, April 18, 2009

Getting Myself Killed

Counting down on assignment deadline - around 24 hours left.

Precis

Analysis - 5% done

Script - 0% done

Actual - 0%

And here I am, blogging and web-surfing.

I'm so gonna get myself killed.

XD

~I'm so screwed~

Finally Back, Alive.



Finally decided to clean off the spiderwebs entangling the corners of my blog.
It's been so bloody long since I'd last posted, probably because I don't feel the motivation to blog, or just simply being lazy...
There's a gazillion things that'd happen over all the time I was gone from my blog, which some of them almost ruined the effort I'd given in for years for my life.
Sometimes I have a adrenaline rush that makes me go insane, or a sudden realization, and thus come the question, "what the hell had I done, all the time?"
Seriously, it's bloody true that sometimes one cannot understand or fathom what he/she has been doing until being told by the others, which are on the sideline, watching everything that have been unfold by the person that they are keeping an eye on.
Maybe i should keep myself in check, after all. Should constantly do a diagnostic on my own actions or speech before it causes more damage, or transcend the whole situation into a nightmare.

Sigh.

I'm hopeless... am I?

Here I go again. Mindless Rant.

Guess I really need to keep tabs on my own actions.

Life in a new place (new home, new college, new environment) has been a little bit eventful, although there are some undesired events... though the lessons had been learned.
Bloody Hell! I was told by the FengShui Guru that my luck this year is not gonna be good, or more precisely, all the effort that I'm putting in would be wasted for no good. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I can't reap what I sow? Now if that's not bad enough, my darling car (Kelisa-chan) had been 'bestowed' with bad luck, and has been met with accidents and problems. Although none of those have a huge impact over the vehicle's overall intergrity or my personal health, it'd cost a fortune on my parents, whom are the ones forking out all the repair cost. I'm not much lucky too, facing their constant nagging and lecturing on this particular issue.

Sheeeeeesh!

Is there no peace for me in the year of cow?

-_-

Watever.

I better stop typing before i go on and rant on every little thing that had happen!

*Bows out*